// 一寸先は闇
nelhein
about
she/they | 25↑ | sagittarius
I am currently going by Max but Nel always works, since it is short for nelhein.
The most basic things about me are that I like to draw and I love my cats.
I'm a busy graphic designer who has less and less time to spend on my online hobbies and character creation. but I still exist on the internet in some smallish capacity and that's good enough, i think.
Support LGBTQIA.
fandoms
Currently obsessed with:
+ Fruits Basket remake
+ Axel from Kingdom Hearts (since '05 & always)
You can ask me about my ships!
other series I am a fan of, alphabetically:
ANIME:
+ Attack on Titan
+ Black Butler
+ Blue Exorcist
+ D.Gray-man
+ Darker Than Black
+ Deadman Wonderland
+ Death Parade
+ Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba
+ Devilman Crybaby!!!
+ Food Wars
+ Fruits Basket!!! ('01 and '19)
+ Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood (..SPECIFICALLY)
+ Little Witch Academia
+ Made in Abyss
+ Makai Ouji: Devils and Realist
+ Mirai Nikki
+ MY HERO ACADEMIA!!!!!
+ Noein
+ Parasyte
+ the Perfect Insider
+ Princess Jellyfish
+ Sailor Moon
+ Sgt. Frog
+ Shin-chan (Funimation Dub)
+ Space Dandy
+ STUDIO GHIBLI EVERYTHING
+ SAO
+ That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime
VIDEO GAMES:
+ Animal Crossing
+ Baba is You
+ FF7
+ FFXIV Online
+ Kingdom Hearts (2 is my fave)
+ Legend of Zelda series
+ Persona 5 (Ryuji!!)
+ Pokemon (I've played them all!)
+ Professor Layton series
+ World of Warcraft
OTHER:
+ A:TLA
+ Advent Children
+ Gravity Falls
+ Lore Olympus
+ Steven Universe
links
The quickest way to get a hold of me right now is through twitter! Otherwise, you can email me!
+ twitter
+ deviantart
+ ko-fi
+ teepublic
+ tumblr (not very active)
+ ello
+ toyhouse
+ contact me
Since I am well into my 20's, I'm really trying not to follow anyone / be mutuals / interact much with under 18 years old.
I don't really think about censoring myself and sometimes post (mild) nsfw, so I'm trying to be responsible with who I interact with.
If I block you for no reason or don't follow you back, that is probably why -- no offense intended!
commissions
currently closed!
info coming soon... eventually.
faq
Okay so maybe these aren't FREQUENTLY asked, but I get the same repeat questions enough that I'm tired of answering them individually, so here they are!
+ Why do you change your name / usernames / alias so much?
Well friend I dont like my real name and I never have but I dont feel comfortable “naming” myself something else so I just choose whatever sounds nice until i dont identify with that moniker any longer.
I have, however, been using the username / handle nelhein for like 6 years now.
+ What does "nelhein" mean?
This answer is complicated and not incredibly exciting but in short: it doesn't mean anything. It's basically made up and it only means something to me.
Although I do like that it sounds like "helheim", the Norse realm of Hel.
+ What do you use to draw?
Currently a combination of Photoshop CC and Procreate on my iPad Pro with an Apple Pencil and my own tears. I used to exclusively use Sai and a Wacom Intuos Pen & Touch but Wacoms die really fast.
I also sometimes sketch just with pencil and paper like the cavemen did.
+ Why don't you have your age listed?
Well I'm pretty sure I listed why already but I do get asked this still. I FEEL like I'm still 24 but my real age is between 25 and 35 and my brain is not coping well with that.
When you're older than 25 but younger than 40, the years blend together and the year milestones get cloudy and they don't matter. Your sense of time becomes warped. Everything happened "a few years ago" no matter how long it's been. You find that no one has ever "grown up", they've just all gotten older and that adulthood is a MYTH.
Trust me.
+ Will you draw (a thing) for me?
Short answer: Yes, but for money.
I am too poor and too busy to draw for free if its not to fulfill my own weird desires so I would encourage you to ask for my prices or go to my commissions page if I ever make one and link it to here. (paypal USD only)
+ Will you make me (insert thing here)?
Short answer: Probably, but for money. See above answer.